OK this is one thing that I have always wondered, and will probably always wonder and ask. But "Who Am I"
I know I have a lot of things about me. But I just haven't found that notch in life.
I have always struggled with who I am. I have always been on and off of liking myself. And lately I have been hating myself. I noticed this today. I don't know what it is. I feel like I am bad at being me, and bad at the things in my life.
When it comes to my friends, I have a wide variety. I know who my best friends are, but I wonder, am I one of their best friends? Am I anyones best friend? Or am I just another friend to everyone.
I wonder if I make a difference to anyone. What is something I have done that has made an impact to someone, anyone.
What does my life mean? THere have been a few recent moments where I have almost come close to being in an accident that I could have been dead. Makes me think, why didn't it happen what is my purpose? Why do I exist? But I feel so lost and struggling with who I am that I have been scared.
Part of me knows its Satan, but really... Who Am I? What do I mean to anyone? What is my purpose?
About Me
- Bethann
- Life has it's highs and lows. Embrace it. Live It. Push through. Find the Joy, the Laughter, the Smiles. The little things are the things that bring the most joy. New Life Rises From The Ashes. ~ <3 ~
2 comments:
Well Miss Beth I can tell you right now that you mean a ton to me. I know we haven't had some of our best times lately, but that doesn't mean you weren't the one that I wanted to turn to when something went bad. You are most definitely one of my best friends. I also know you have made a huge impact on lots of children life. And sometimes, that the best impact you can have.
These feelings are feelings of all girls I think. I have them myself. Just push them to the side and fill your mind with what is right!
You are my number 2 girl, Ryan gets slot number 1.
Beth, I don't know where I would be in life without you. You are always there to help and to serve. You have a heart of serventry(if thats a word). Beth, you make children laugh, smile, giggle, and happy. You put huge smiles on kids faces and for that God is happy. Not everyone can play with kids like you do and not every gets the privlidge of having children flock to them. YOU do! God has blessed you with these wonderful gifts of loving the crap out of His kids. And it is in doing this that you worship Him.
You also have a heart of caring and serving others. You helped me out beyond belief and the day you have children, you will see. You have helped out the Mingos tons with their kids. Is this something you do to gain monetary riches, no this is something you do out of the kindness of your heart. This is how you worship and serve our wonderful God.
Who are you? You are God's daughter that He sees something amazing and super special in. He knows He is not done with you yet and has spared you because He knows you are obediant to Him. Who are you? You are Elizabeth Ann Strutz! A girl of many talents. A girl that is fun loving and easy to have fun with. A girl that loves Jesus and longs to serve Him. A girl that gives up her time and money to serve her Father in heaven. A girl that loves technology. A girl that loves music and taking pictures. A girl that means the world to me~some might even call you my teenage daughter :) Dash's Bethfriend.
Who are you? ELIZABETH ANN STRUTZ. Dont let anyone tell you differant!
I love you Beth!
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