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Life has it's highs and lows. Embrace it. Live It. Push through. Find the Joy, the Laughter, the Smiles. The little things are the things that bring the most joy. New Life Rises From The Ashes. ~ <3 ~

Thursday, November 27, 2008


You know it is very hard to be thankful for something when you are in soooo much pain.
Don't get me wrong, I am very thankful for things, like my parents and my brothers, and friends, mostly every blessing that has ever happened and will happen. But my skin has really been bothering me lately, especially today. Thanksgiving is a day to celebrate with others about what you are thankful for. But it was just hard for me, spent a good amount of time sleeping in the morning, because I didn't want to get up and deal with my skin. And when I did get up I took a bleach bath (Dr. told me to take them to help clean out my pours) then I showered to get the bleach water stuff of of me. In hopes that I would feel much better afterward. Well, most of my body felt better, but my face HURT like no other. It was really red, tight, and felt like it was on fire. NO FUN!!! So once we sat down to eat, I was still miserable. I have been miserable all day. I don't like spending my days like this... Especially holidays!!!!

So if you could just say a prayer for me, that my skin can get better!!!


Saturday, November 15, 2008

By Your Side (Tenth Avenue North Song)

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go


So I have fallen in LOVE with this song.
It really shows me God's Love for me.
He will love me, and be there for me through anything and everything.
No matter how much I mess up, he will be there for me.
He never will leave me, and never stop caring and loving me.
No matter how rich or poor I am, He doesn't care.
All we need is HIM.

This life on earth are numbered. He Died for us to have innumerable days with HIM.

Christ loves me, and you.
This song really hits me hard to know that I can't screw up big enough for Jesus not to love me!!! He will always be with me, and always be there for me.


Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Why Don't Some People Not Want To Vote???

It really irritates me that I know so many people who didn't want to vote.
I don't get why. Its a important thing to do. People fought for our right to vote. As American citizens it is our duty to step up and use our voices, make choices for ourselves. This country is set up on the people. We wouldn't be where we are today with out the peoples views, the peoples say. So why in the world would you NOT want to be part of that. Everyones Vote counts, everyone has a say in what happens.

As Christians we are even more obligated to vote. It is a moral reason, just because God as the final say in it all, and he knows what is going to happen. But its the biggest mistake Christians have made. Gos has allowed us to have the freedom to vote, so why wouldn't we want to.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

My Future

My future is closer then I think it is!!! I'm a Senior, I know what I want to do with my future, but I'm afraid I wont succeed at it. Photography is my passion, and have dreamed about it as far as I can remember!!! But then I think about it and get scared that I'm not good enough for it. so there is that fear of where I'm going to go, how well am i going to do, etc. and then there's the whole boy situation...yes I know I should worry about this right now, but I want to be married someday, I want to have kids. I want to be a good wife, a good mom. I want to feel like I'm wanted, important, while doing what I love. I want to be happy, I want to succeed, I want to have the life I have always dreamed about. Being a photographer, a wife, a mom, a good sister, a good daughter, a good follower of Christ, a faithful, trusting person, a good friend. Right now is a very critical time... I need to figure out what I'm going to do for school. I want to find or meet the possible Mr right in the next few years... I don't mean right now or this year or even next...but not ten years from now. I know its all in Gods hands, but I just wish I knew, I want to feel comfortable with moving on in my life, and comfortable with what I'm going to do after I graduate. I want to live a life of purpose, and of excellence. I need Gods wisdom of what to do.