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Life has it's highs and lows. Embrace it. Live It. Push through. Find the Joy, the Laughter, the Smiles. The little things are the things that bring the most joy. New Life Rises From The Ashes. ~ <3 ~

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Rascal Flatts - My Wish

SO this song played in the movie Letters to God, which I watched tonight. Great movie!!! Well tonight I also said my for real goodbye to my best friend. Lets just say I balled like a little girl. Which I guess is a good thing I was by myself when I cried, cause there were a lot of tear, and it was and emotional moment for me. Not to mention that the movie was a huge huge hue tear jerker...

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Girl Time

So we (Amy, Melissa, Sam and I) went out last night for some time with Sam before she goes away to school.
Let me tell you it was a great night. I had so much fun chatting, joking, laughing, being goofy with some Great Friends. After dinner we went over to target, and after the dramatic way of getting there, we were just super silly. Between me "kidnapping" Sam from Melissa. Then taking Melissa's keys and moving her van in the parking lot. Going to CVS, finding Melissa's favorite M&M's and then going over to her house unexpected, delivering them to her, and being wrapped in conversation, and once again just being silly.
I love nights like that. I need them.

1 Corinthians 15:58

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Melt My Heart

There is nothing more in this world that I love, then when someone says "I love you" to me. Esp if it is kids that I love so much.
Like today. Andrew has been kinda cranky. But somewhere in the mix of being sassy and cranky, he looks at me and says "Miss Beth, guess what... I love you." Totally out of the blue, totally melted my heart, and brought a smile to my face.

Its when I hear things like that, that make me know I make a difference, and that I am truly loved.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Too Funny

OK so Chris and I had to run to Pick N Save yesterday to get some stuff for tacos. Well we get to the store, and Chris really wants to buy cereal. So I have him call our parents to get their permission, because well it was their money we had. So he is on the phone and he specifically used the words "can I get a bag of cereal?" hahaha well so my dad says yes. and so we go to the cereal isle and he picks up a box of Reese's Puffs. At that point I had to pick on him, and say "ummm what are you doing? that is a box of cereal, you asked for a bag of cereal." Chris then was all like what does it matter. and then I was like you asked for a bag, not a box, plus the box is like a buck or so more then a bag. And he gets all defensive and starts saying that it doesn't matter, ect, and then tells me to give him my phone so he can call my dad again. I didn't let him. so I was like just get a bag... well he ended up getting the bag :) so i won :)
Anywho... So we continue this discussion/argument (which was all in fun, may I add. we were not actually arguing) down the diffenent isles. Well we go down the soda isle, and there is this lady and some other guy in the same isle. At this point Chris and I are kinda loud. And so the lady makes this smirk at me, and the guy just looked at us. well once we past them we noticed they were laughing (they were not together, *another side note.) We soo knew they were laughing at us. Not that we really cared, case this whole thing was out of fun, and just messing around with each other, although I was serious about the whole just get the lesser priced cereal. But he points out that they were laughing, and I was like oh well, they probably think we are some young poor couple who live together, and are out and about shopping. and Chris was like yeah probably. LOL

O my gosh it was so funny. Probably not as funny to read it as it is to witness it, or even hear the story out loud. But there you have it.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


So I bought this cute little notebook to carry around with me to hopefully, maybe help me with my blogging situation that i have talked about in a previous post. It may not help, but hey its worth a shot, right???

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Ok so I had an amazing blog going in my head earlier. I was super excited about it. But now that am at my computer, I cant think of what it was even about. AHHHH do you know how many times that has happened to me. I hate it. I really need to keep a notebook with me at all times, but I always come up with stuff when I am working, or driving, or something where I don't have a computer, a notebook, or anything. And so when I sit down to write, or anything, its gone, and I have nothing. Booo, sad sad. if only I could remember things, i would have such thought provoking blogs like everyone else out there.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Well Here is Where I Stand

I made the decision to not go to school this semester maybe year. I am very content with it. However, I did apply to Mankato for next year. Just have to get a few things in(like transcripts and such) for that application. I can honestly say that with where I stand, and getting on top of applying, I am excited. I am once again excited to see what God has in store. For a while there I was horrified by the though of school, life, growing up, who I am, not knowing who I am, etc. I know what I truly want in my life, but God has not brought that to me, yet. And in the mean time I am taking this time to work, and as well as figure out what exactly I want for school. I feel that in the time, God will bring my ultimate want, but I cannot just stand by and wait. I need to be at least a little proactive and work on my life.

So in all, I just ask that you can keep me in prayers, as I figure things out

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Urban Dictionary Def of Love

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone. Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete. This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them. Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Urban Dictionary

This is one of the definition of my name that Urban Dictionary has:

That girl who you just cant find anything to bitch about. Always really nice, but never too nice. Generally quite smart and can be blushingly nerdy, but the type of nerd that everyone loves. Has an awesomely wicked sense of humour that's so witty and can burn people to the ground. Someone everyone wants to be friends with.

Agree or Disagree???

Monday, August 2, 2010

I really need these anxiety attacks to stop. I am so sick of having them. And lately they have been getting worse. I feel trapped, stuck in trying to figure out who I am, what my life is meant for, what do I mean to others, etc. I need a whole lot of Jesus to lead me and strengthen me.