Biggest Fear

My biggest fear of going away to school...

I don't want to leave and then just become a mere memory to everyone. I know everyone will grow, I know I will grow. I know I will make new friends, and I know everyones lives here will continue, and they will all have new people in their lives. But I am so scared that I will just become another person who has had their season of life in another persons life. This is me being selfish I guess. But still. I fear going and having to be alone for a bit before I make a friend/friends. I don't want to be the person that goes to school and is forgotten. That is my biggest fear.

That and just the normal "fear" of will I actually succeed and do a good job in school. But that is just my normal fear of failure. I know God has brought this to me, and he will bring me/carry me through it.

I know he is always there for me, no matter what, no matter how I feel. He is my strength and refuge... I just need to stay focused.