About Me

My photo
Life has it's highs and lows. Embrace it. Live It. Push through. Find the Joy, the Laughter, the Smiles. The little things are the things that bring the most joy. New Life Rises From The Ashes. ~ <3 ~

Monday, February 21, 2011

Stuck

Out of control stuck

Can't breathe

Can't think

Not strong enough

or

Mature enough

To figure it all out

To stand up

Against the ones loved

Emotional strained

Beaten

Confused

I just want to prove love is there

For them

Can't seem to do it right

Falling faster and faster to breaking

Wanting to be out

Wanting in

Wanting them to know that its not abandonment

It's a "break"

Its growing

Finding

Discovering

Family is forever

True and Real friends are forever

Never wanting to hurt anyone

But all it seems is thats what's happening

One day

It will just be

The next chapter

For Everyone

And Anyone

Everyone will have each other

Some may be alone

One in particular

All will move on

All should get figured out

Maybe

Can't hold back from reaching the next chapter of me

It's time to figure this shit out

Can't stay stuck

Can't stay feeling this way

2 comments:

rufers54 said...

This is from your soul. And it is telling what you feel, but it is not having a conversation. Your not getting the whole other side. I've asked, you've ignored. That is what hurts, not your decision. Once again, let sit down and talk about it. Can't do that when you never make time for it.

Sarah said...

thinking and loving you
always here
always there
always here and there(huh, i'm like dr. seuss)

but seriously,
Im here. No matter what our seasons take us to, I will be here. We are forever!